Steroids and I

I'm experiencing the steroids withdrawl symptoms since last three days. My steroid doses have been reduced and it doesnot look good. I 'm having headache, feeling weak and there is a persistent feeling of nausea. My eyes look good though. The doctor says these symptoms will go away soon.But, the problem will remain. Last two weeks were terrible.Steroid pills, steroid ointment and steroid liquid drops!

In layman's language I have what is called Chronic Neurological Disorder. Well I'm not "Mad" if thats what you thought. This disorder in me is such that whenever my body is very weak or there is any problem/sub-system down in my body, my eye nerves get affected the most- it either swells up,reddens, forms layer so the vision gets blurred and ofcourse the nagging pain. Actually, this problem started when I was about 15; only then, I was in a small town n the docs thought I just had eye problems. Every year i would had some eye complaints or the other and we would treat only the eyes. But the real diagnosis happened last year.Sometime during summer last year, I took a Brufen for my fever and within 5 mins both my eyes were like two big tomatos.I could not open my eyes for 5 days. It took 7 days of steroids dosage to completely open my eyes and another 5 days of stupid medicines for the swelling to go away fully!.It was not an eye problem per se, I had very high fever and it trigerred my eye nerves. Now, i'm off brufen too( i was already off meds that are high on sulphur ...I'm sulphur-sensitive)I also avoid sea-foods as much as possible.

The origin of my recent problem is that I have been working non-stop since mid July. I lost about 5.5 lbs in 4 weeks and i was not eating properly, so my BP dropped and my haemoglobin count dropped too to ard 6.5. So, you see anyone could have thought it was eye problem. Only it wasn't so. It was an internal body problem.

I 'm posting this blog, cause I want people to be careful when they have "just eye problem". They should take it more seriously and do a thorough check-up, so that they can undergo treatment for the actual problem. Also I want to know from others who have used steroids as a form of medicine what all side effects(if any) they faced, when using the steroids and also after using the steroids?

I will continue this blog sometime later. I'm having a really bad headache now.

Yellow

There is a song for everyone, for every mood and every occassion. One song / music is not necessarily superior to another one in any way. Its an art and everyone has a taste and a point of view. I LOVE music..I even learnt the Hindusthani Gharana classical music. However, I must admit I am more inclined towards film music and ofcourse the western music. Here in this blog I just list these songs that I can listen to no matter the time, place and the mood. They are my all time favorite.

1) I wish it would rain by Marvin Gaye (Norman and Whitfield sessions)

I just luuuuuuuuuuv this version of the song by Gaye. He is a legend, all his songs are fantastic. Its just that the lyrics of this song, Gaye's sexy voice and the music- its MAGIC!

2) Dear Life by Anthony Hamilton

Just like the above song, this song has such great lyrics and the rendition by the singer is oh so magical!


The rest of the list contains songs in random order( I like each one of them equally).

# You are my angel by Shaggy and Rayvon

It has a special meaning in my life and so I love it.Hip-hop has never sounded that romantic before this song came out.

# I'm back in the NewYork Groove by KISS

I like the attitude and the beats of the song

# Striptease by Hawksley Workman

Sexiest and the grooviest song of all time. Listen to the song..you will really get the urge to do a striptease..heheheh

# Pour Some Sugar On Me by Def Leppard

It is "THE" Orgasmic song. The raw sexual surcharges hits you like a torpedo.

# The Little Things by Danny Elfman

The Ultimate Attitude song. This nonchalantly saying " Can't care about the world anymore" is so very me.

# Accidentally in Love by Counting Crows

Its the peppiest, funniest, cutest love song. Everytime I hear it I end up dancing. It just lifts my spirit to the seventh heaven.

# November Rain by Guns N Roses

Its the ultimate love ballad.Period.

# Cannonball by Damien Rice

Truth be told I love each and every song by Damien Rice. He sounds heavenly and the guitar oh the guitar!

# This Kiss is Criminal by Faith Hill

Well it could have been just another love song, but using the word criminal to describe a kiss is what got my attention. The lyrics is just the way I like to say things, so I love the song..hahahah

# Minstrel Boy by Joe Strummer and the Mescaleros (Film Version)

I always love march beat, war songs and this song has got it all..the beats,the war-time emotions and the lyrics.

# Mujhe Tum Yaad Karna - Mashaal

This song has such beautiful lyrics- it gives an idea how long-distance love relationships should be. I love it to the bones.

# Could No9 by Bryan Adams

Oh My Dear..thats Bryan Adams...lovely lovely song..my life...

CAD Saga

Of Fairy Tales and Prince Charming

Scene: Long ago, when Cruela wouldn't entertain Drama's feeling even after the latter's repeated declaration of his feelings for her.


Drama( hurt): You will remember me some day

Cruela( As bitter as she can be): Yes I will remember you when men are fairytales in story books written by cats!

CAD Saga

Love Myths

Scene:Its party time at the beach. In one corner, Drama and friends discussing while Cruela is dancing with other guests. Now Cruela joins them in the discussion

Cruela: Hello guys, what all are you discussing?
Drama: Meli was telling us how Triangle love is so very complicated....
Cruela: Triangle love? I thought love was without dimensions!

My Song!

This is my song: The Little Things by Danny Elfman

Have you heard the news?
Bad things come in twos
But I never knew 'Bout the little things

Every single day
things get in my way
Someone has to pay
for the little things.

And I'm through with the stories
And I'm sick of my shoes
And the walking and the talking it's got nothing to do
with the final solution
It's a box full of tricks
and I'm through with repairs when there's nothing to fix
when there's nothing to fix
when there's nothing to fix.....

......And it all comes down to You.

Let the headlines wait
Armies hesitate
I can deal with fate
but not the little things

Armageddon may
arrive any day
I can't get away
from the little things

With my violent curse
and a bucket of tears I could
look at the sunlight
and I'd feel no fear
With a mountain of maybes
and some icarus wings
and I'm honored dilusions
and one little thing
and that one little thing....
That one little thing

.....And it all comes down to You


Have you heard the news?
..........
Someone has to pay
for the little things!

CAD Saga

Species Sequel

Scene: Early on, when they were just "friends"..Drama was trying to ask Cruela out on a date

Drama: So, will you come with me for dinner tonight?
Cruela: No
Drama: Why, if I may ask?

Cruela: Simply b'cos parakeets don't date procyonids!

CAD Saga

About Cars and Destinations
Scene: As always, Cruela's neutral "reactions" gets on to Drama

Drama: You know what?, You drive me to insanity!!!
Cruela: I can't do it now
Drama: WHAT?!

Cruela: Said I cant drive you to insanity cause my car has gone for a service and I don't know where exactly Insanity is !